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Anton Baev
THAT WAS ALL
Because writing is nothing more
Than a raft for castaways,
An illusion to spend your time
Beyond the time itself,
To cross the river again,
To get lost in the same
Brocéliande forest
(Isolde is on the ship, Tristan!),
To get to the abandoned Naxos
(With Ariadne destined to Dionysus)
And to settle,
To settle
There,
where you have always been,
Son of Laertes,
Alone, where the old trees
(With the winged elves)
Do not show with anything
To have forgotten you,
Do not show with anything
That you come back different,
And in different time,
Son of Aegeus.
Because time
Is our idea
For time,
Nothing more.
Because past,
Present, future
Do not mean anything
Without a myth, a legend and
History.
(Theseus is repeated in Isolde
In a play of reversed sexes.)
And if you ask me,
How I went through my life –
I saved myself with writing,
Daughter of Minos.
And if you ask me,
If I was happy in my life –
I saved myself with writing,
Daughter of Chronus.
But if you ask me how
You should go through your life,
I have no answer,
Daughter of Ananke.
The raft,
Some papers and
A pencil.
That was all!
(The three Moirae are imagination
And the sails mean nothing.)
Translated from Bulgarian by Vera Ivanova
Anton Baev(1963) was born in Plovdiv, Bulgaria. He is the author of 24 books – poetry, novels, short stories, philosophical fragments and monographies. PhD in Bulgarian Literature from the The Institute of Literature of the Bulgarian Academy of Science (2009). Anton Baev is the Director of the International Poetry Festival ORPHEUS, the biggest one in Bulgaria.